Wednesday 17 May 2017

Aimless Juxtapositions :The journey of creation .

"I treaded some miles,
I trod down this path before."
I kept exclaiming that to myself. I had never acquired such tranquillity in sustenance. Life is all about sustaining yourself from the "illusion." They refer to it a lot times as the "Maya."
For twelve years of my life ,I believed everything I have read in history ,philosophy ,literature and every other book in school just remain stored  in those books. I was one of them who could analyse the practical aspects of life more,search for connection between science and reality. Perhaps nobody had told that to my younger version  that there is a metaphysical aspect of life as well. But quite outstandingly I was very fond of  rituals, I would glimmer in ecstatic elation at every marriage, I attended .I was somehow fascinated by stars,planets and even the galaxies gave me imaginary visuals in leisure. And leisure?
I earned tranquillity being a talkative bird,chirping all day. I was sensitive to talk to my ownself ever since I was a person with the minimum understanding of my five senses.  I never had the urge to aquire knowledge from those subjects in school beyond what I had to for the sake of my syllabus . I never quite realised that they had indeed a lot to do with the pattern of our life.

Knowledge is the power to gain wisdom.

However I don't intend to talk about how mythological responses vibrate with the pattern of life. I am not enough qualified  to write anything about that. I don't want to talk about what we already know .I don't want repeat the truth again and again. I don't feel the need to but there is a magical pattern of how you could find the answer to the most important question that what is the purpose of your life ?
The main purpose of life is to understand what triggers you the most ?What is it about the world around you that is causing conflict within your mind?How vigorously can you fight to bring in change to that ? What is it that makes you rebellious?
I felt it was a need to bring in changes to the world I am born in.
I had grown up to be a selfless,loyal and kind human being . Of course as a child !
I look back now and my blood begins to boil . There's an inner voice that urges me to bring changes to ash the conflicts going around us. I look around. I feel miserable. Quite unfortunately I live in an independently dependent country. I do not have the right to stop the rape cases from happening, I do not have the right to legalise prostitution(not trafficking).A lot of times people think that prostitution is a forced occupation implemented on a person without their consent through threats and torture. Well definitely there are a lot of women who are courageous enough, bold , strong ,confident and have accepted the virtues of nature and hence proceed with the occupation with faith in the nature and with the power they believe in. It's otherwise a lot of conflict within the mind if you aren't satisfied with what you are doing  . Especially something as gut requiring as prostitution. I wish the world around could bandage and stitch this understanding to a lot of people's perspective . The most important requirement to succeed in life is to respect every occupation. Everything that makes you work is serving a cause and earning you the bread. Hence in a country laminated with Oscar attracting poverty, you should thank the supreme power for at least a piece of bread that you can afford .I wish I could howl out loud and tell them to utilise the money they earn from the taxes ,amplify during votes , choke the throat of media with , have locked beneath every broken bridge to utilise on rural development of every state. There is usually a conflict with the rural development because they are not subjected to changes. The government has failed to provide necessary progressive changes which causes this conflict .
We have culture and culture is a knowledge of formlessness.
The government can utilise the power of funding improvising the living condition , providing subsidiary allowences ,healthcare facilities,career opportunity or provision of expansion in their current sectors of income. This will retain the culture and also their virtues to hold back to their "lands" and continue with farming. This also resonates as a solvent to farmer suicides . However a solvent cannot be a solution unless are framed in form of actions.I feel literally lifeless when I look at fourteen or fifteen year old children have to serve food in restaurants or carry load in industries. Why can't they be provided education?However I don't refer to your degree from the University by education. I refer to how much you have learnt to perpetuate. I refer to the basic need of education to activate the the thought processes in a wide and broad perspective.
I feel restless to wonder how it feels to be blind . I equally feel the same though ,for what right now ,the  Muslims for no convincingly logical reason,in USA or India feel . I am wondering about the Palestine issue !
I am wondering the amount of abhorrence that is there in this world. The black and white conflict is too clichéd . However such discrimination ,low self integrity can invite disdainful storms. It's a lot like a spoilt brat from middle school who on being taken to a sweet shop and seeing the colour of the two boxes of sweet offered to him , is ferocious and exclaims,"I want white one ,the black one is black so BAD." In the process he loses the chance to have a pure chocolate sweet muffin and restricted to have a plain muffin .
"I think the world needs a shaking :the "tandapa nrittya" energy to melt a rock and retain formlessness ,only to melt again and find their way to the water! "
I  am also wondering how much posivity is streaming in actually around the nation ,we live in. The CBI raids,the cyber hacking ,the grandeur's immensity of every MoU signed across the globe for development and every good thing happening every where across roars to me of a song of sudden fall of the darkness,overall. I feel the peace in breathing thinking of the voters' polling audit report slip . I am yet shaken with the oppositions that strike in .I am afraid of poling agents being beaten up. I am afraid of poor security forces and incapabilities of the police. I am afraid how the political parties are more frozen in the time of those fantasy world Kingdoms ,having wars and treaties giving a way to the win and loss game, marking the territory !
 We unconsciously are repeating the patterns of our ancestors ,playing various different roles in the same life. The main aim however should be focussed on What can we do to bring in change around us?The change can be within your family, in your behaviour pattern ,in your perspective,in your alterations . The change can be served for any purpose . The change is only a change if it brings in some change for prosperity or disparity. In either way,the change remains constant.
I have the power and ability to acquire knowledge and propagate it through my writings . I have the ability to understand what the voice within me has to say.
Listen to the voice within you, carefully.  It has all the answers,if you are triggered and ready to be in order to follow the course of actions by seeking an understanding for the purpose of your life . After you have began to gain a brushed overview of the immortal understanding ,tread ahead , follow the intuitions.
I will tell you another day ,a tale of you. A tale of your very self .
©Chirasree

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